Amble, Ramble, Whatever.. - No.10

Never conform,
Never forget your intentions,
Never forget your cause.
Never be without a cause.
Be bold with it.
Fight for it.
And life is hard,
And without a cause, sooner or later, you will be nothing.
 

I broke again
into even smaller pieces
Never thought there was anything smaller than that
but there is

mending the pieces
never be the same again
never smile again
never put smile on your face
never again

the light is coming through yet
there is hope or something similar
but who cares
the sun is setting again
and i cant face yet another night
this broken this defeated

Amble, Ramble, Whatever.. - No.9

Evolution changed Gazelles to run faster than the lions as a herd. However, for any gazelle to survive a lion, it has to run faster than the other gazelles too. Strongest survive, weakest die out.

How close people are to that?

There are some people who put their feet on each other shoulders to succeed, those who usually miss the most of the ride in trying to get there. And there are others who care about their surroundings, their herd, those who reach out and let others help them too. these guys maybe build a bit more memories than the first group.

The irony is that even a second type person, has to kill a first type once a while.

Amble, Ramble, Whatever.. - No.8 - the saddest damn thing

The saddest damn thing in the world is not that you get shaped by your environment, its not that you have nothing to do with that, its not the ever existing repulsion of whom ever you get to know and its not that you have no power on any of those things. Is that all those things happen without you even noticing them happening, without you even being aware of them, there in your mind like a silent terror, leaving you speechless at the scene, of you walking home with no one in this fucking city who you even want to talk to.. you and you and the voicemails that you don't even care to listen to. Yeah you've been washed from you.

Amble, Ramble, Whatever.. - No.7 - The way I hurt her

How can I hate you for the same misery that i had put others in. The hypocrite that we are all within. So play with me the way you do, they way you have been thought to survive. And i laugh at myself again. The world is not that big anyway. And there is no better way to live these days. I wonder if there has ever been.

Amble, Ramble, Whatever.. - No.6 - Toronto is cold now, but i like where im living

its 12:30 Friday night, and I am writing to you to let you know that I lied to you.

I lied, and yes I lied. when you hate the truth so much, of course i lied. when you are asking so hard for a lie, for an easy, comfortable lie, of course i will not disappoint you. I hate to see the sadness in your eyes just as much as you hate it. when you enjoy taking care of all these little dramas, of course i lied.
You needed your nights to be calm, I took the storm from you, now its with me. sleep tight.

Amble, Ramble, Whatever.. - No.5

Sharpen your edges, take a highlighter and highlight them, let you be different, play a role that is not yet been played. Be genuine , be it. be what you are, be why you are, dont grow old, dont take the regrets within, dont look for opportunities, let them look for you, dont be a potato, dont like the potato, don't sell your time, don't spare it, spend it lavishly on the expensive.

Amble, Ramble, Whatever.. - No.4

and, when I got the call i realized more and more how this game of gamble works, how when its off the 7s pays you and whens its on, the 7s make you lose. Im not sure what it stands for but sure it means life tradeoffs and the subjective sue-reality. You get limited time, you learn limited facts, you get limited things and let go of unlimited.

"the house always wins. Play long enough, you never change the stakes. The house takes you. Unless, when that perfect hand comes along, you bet and you bet big, then you take the house."

Amble, Ramble, Whatever.. - No.3

Soul Alinsky once suggested the people of the world to use their enemy’s book of rules against them. From that day, smart people around the globe are taking advantage of the people who have principles in their lives. It happens on everyday life of all of us.

It’s really interesting that how we ourselves are destroying these last merits of morality, inch by inch. The question is, what is the price for each of these principles that we have, and up until when we hang on to them and when we give up! The other question is where this feeling of greatness comes from, when you refuse to abandon your principle that is going to hurt you.

On the other hand, it seems that we make new principles for our selves, when we are forced to step on our already made principles. Like, if we are sacrificing the “no lie” principle for the day, we make sure not to get in the line for cashier in the evening.

The other question is, what sort of opportunist creatures will human beings evolve to, when there is no principal around what so ever.

To make the matter more confusing let me quote this line of the bible, that for some reason kept being whispered in my head when I was thinking about all these:

"Well, I must endure the presence of two or three caterpillars if I wish to become acquainted with the butterflies. It seems that they are very beautiful. And if not the butterflies—and the caterpillars—who will call upon me? You will be far away … As for the large animals—I am not at all afraid of any of them. I have my claws.’ And, naively, she showed her four thorns. Then she added: “Don’t linger like this. You have decided to go away. Now go!” For she did not want him to see her crying. She was such a proud flower …"

- Antoine de Saint-Exupery

Amble, Ramble, Whatever.. - No.2

Once a pretty lady who was sitting in front of me told a creep who was sitting next to me that people do not need always to be happy.

I was checking through my facebook timeline last night, its years passed from then. today when i was driving home from work, I got thinking to that night again, and a couple nights before that.

Once again i realized how your soul can enjoy an espresso once in a while, and how she was right. ignorance is bullshit, its being human that is the bliss. and I whispered with myself, all the way to home,..

 کوه با نخستين سنگ‌ها آغاز مي‌شود

 و انسان با نخستين درد.

 در من زندانی ستمگری بود که به آواز زنجیرش خو نمی کرد
در من زندانی ستمگری بود که ...  ه

من ...  ه

Amble, Ramble, Whatever.. - No.1

every generation had its own dramas.. face it, we are no swedens.. even they had worst days.. our parents had revolution, war, immigration.. but our generation is only about destination, is about one way tickets, is about skype and oovoo. we just have to find ways to cope with this, to have fun with this, it is like that and it will remain like that. it will be our thing.